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Wednesday, 26 March 2008
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It's been a long time...
Sunday, 08 January 2006
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Are You Dead Yet?
By Children of Bodom
"Bastards of Bodom"
see relatedI keep forgetting to get on here...and I even forgot my freakin password so I had to reset it or renew it...whatever it said. Anyways, I hope everyone is having a good holiday so far...that everyone's new year is going at least a little better than last year.
So far mine has been ok. Got to see my sister get her first tattoo & her ears pierced for again...not counting the 2 we got when we were 3 weeks old... but I now have 3 piercings on each ear... 4 were before New Years Day, though I'm having a little trouble making sure they don't get infected. Now all I need to do is somehow figure out exactly what I want tattooed & where & of course I have to save enough money.
I was going to move out into a townhouse by the end of February but now I'm not too sure. If I don't get a raise at my job right now then I don't think I can...and if I don't get a raise anytime soon then I'm just going to put in my 2 weeks notice & see if I can get more hours at my other job. Speaking of my other job...I feel bad that I haven't been going since I became a crew trainer (if you don't know what that is...it's kinda like a manager but not a certified manager). I need to see if they need any help & if so when I have time to go. And I hope they haven't terminated me or my sister.
Something else that's happened to me recently was Jan. 1st I went to California w/my brother. He was going for the Rose Bowl so I went to finally see California for myself. It was pretty neat & all but some things just made me mad. People like to say I'm mean & angry & all that but I just get annoyed by things & have to talk about it & sometimes when I do people basically tell me to shut up & quit complaining...even if I'm not complaining...I'm just mentioning something that happened. But anyways, we went to Universal Studios & the theme park, ate at some nice places but still budgetted (spelling?), and I got dizzy from some of the "rides." heh Having to sit in the back seat of the car for miles on end hurt my butt & my legs were mad because they were bent basically during the whole drive there & back. I tried to lay down while strapped in but it hurt my back a little & my neck kept bending all weird so my neck hurt as well when I woke up.
Well I think I'm going to stop here...I'm writing a lot like usual. Take it easy everyone that actually still reads my xanga. Sorry I don't write much anymore but I will try to add more entries as much as possible.
Thursday, 20 October 2005
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An update of what's going on... I've been tired and pissed as usual but for different reasons ha There's this stupid little girl that I can't stop hating, well there's actually more, but this one girl has been trying to take all my friends...and she's completely fucking fake it's annoying. I wish I could do something but most likely I won't do anything till maybe she says or tries to do something first. I'm ready though...I'm pretty strong. heh
Then where I work...I may become manager by December and I was told I would be making $8.25/hr which I really need that since I have no fucking money and my car is one of the biggest pieces of shit waiting to just drop dead and probably kill me w/it. So hopefully I get the damn management position as soon as I possibly can because anyways they need managers...or anything close to it.
Well I'm off to bed...just feel like waking up kinda early...I don't know...
Friday, 26 August 2005
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Holy fucking shit...I found my way back to Xanga after...don't know how long. I think I need to write in here more because not many people from my stupid town are here & I really need to let things out... well a little not a whole lot. I have so much anger built up inside...I think it's because of my job & the stupid high school fuckers around here...they're beginning to annoy me & enter my life...kinda.
During the summer all the shits surrounded me...as in I saw them everywhere & MORE of them & their presence just bothered me because they're on the stupid site Myspace & shit & yeah... idiots. Now someone I thought was cool is kinda on my bad list because of the fucked up thing(s) I heard she say/said about me & for disrespecting my relationship. NOW...if someone fucking disrespects my relationship...I WILL FUCKING HURT THEM BADLY... they'd wish they never met me or gotten involved PERIOD. And at this point in time...anyone that starts shit w/me will make me burst & I really don't want to seriously hurt someone. I don't want to get in trouble. heh.. It's funny though because I told my brother about the situation I had w/this certain person & uh...he just laughed...he didn't give a damn. That made me happy because he didn't really make it seem like "that's wrong..." or "so what" etc hehe
But anyways, I think I'll be getting less hours now where I work soooooo I might quit some time because I don't think the stupid food industry is for me...I hate it. I need to so something w/computers or something. I've gotten some muscles though because I've been lifting stuff up & shit like that...that's all I like about the job I have... I think I'm also going to lift weights... I want to have some pretty niiiiice muscles on my arms like my new friend Jennifer ^_^ hehe She's fucking badass...seriously. heh
Well I think I'm going to stop here... LATER
Sunday, 01 May 2005
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So I didn't get that last job because I didn't go to the 2nd interview since there were 7 unbroken & most likely more experienced females trying to get the job. BUT!!!...I had another interview Friday for a bank in Austin. They could tell I was nervous at first & basically said that if I wasn't a little more social that they most likely wouldn't give me the job. So I tried to be a little more social...but I'm guessing I wasn't. The woman told me though that they were going to do more interviews that day & Saturday & to give them time to decide & whoever is worth getting the job, they'll get a call on Monday. So most likely I'll be home waiting for the call that I have a feeling I will not get. -sigh- They know I have a broken finger & 2 times the woman interviewing me tried to shake my hand...the 2nd time she said she accidently did it again & was notifying the other girl that had called me to go in for the interview that my finger was broken so she couldn't shake my hand...they kinda smiled about it or whatever. They told me though that my broken finger wasn't a problem when I told them I was worried about BUT that I could still type & stuff.
Last night I went to a party in Cedar Park & though I didn't drink & drove back kinda sleepy & freezing (I was shaking a lot >_O) it was a good night. I almost decided to just leave & that we wasted money & gas on going there because we waited for almost an hour & no one was home...but I went to the gas station down the road & Joe called one of the guys that lived there & he said he was there so we went back. Sure enough, they got back home once we had left. So we stayed there...watching t.v. until a few others arrived...then eventually the birthday people arrived (which was 4 of them). Long story short though, 2 of the birthday boys were pretty drunk & funny & 1 of the 2 drunk birthday boys made BBQ so I loved eating that after a long ass time of not eating my dad's BBQ. Joe ate a loooooot...and one after the other hehe I kinda thought it was funny. The drive back was about 1 hour though, that's one of the 2 longest times it's taken me to get either to Austin or back...Anyways, I think I'll stop now...
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- Name: .†..Crystal..†.
- Country: United States
- State: Texas
- Birthday: 6/8/1986
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 2/14/2003
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...all these emotions are bottled up inside.and they will always-n-forever hide.there's no use in figuring me out.so just leave me be, you don't know what it's all about.it's not something for you to know.so sit back, be silent, your curiosity will soon outgrow...
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